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Silence...
A boy who everyone called Ventus couldn't believe how little he once considered the world. Foolishly he'd once thought of silence as just an absence, a background when things were a little boring, nothing to be given any thought. How wrong he was. Silence was, as teacher who were people once said, golden. Silence was a sanctuary where no one could hurt you.
It made him so happy, curled up in a bed in a bunk he didn't want to think about, that Ventus didn't quite trust it. Sleepy, safe, quiet. Alone in his own head, not thinking about anything. It didn't seem real. A bit of safety like this felt so foreign after a few months that he couldn't wrap his head around it. Could't move, for fear of breaking it. Whatever. It didn't matter. Anything he said yesterday felt stupid the second he'd gone home, slunk away from that silence and back to...too...
For a second he flipped one of the earmufflers up just to test that he wasn't crazy. The roar of machinary, the shaking of this building, the sound of a hundred other children yelling or crying or just...breathing to close was enough. Ven curled up around his tiny corner bed, and absolved himself to stay here forever. He wouldn't even leave this place to eat, if it meant taking his quiet away.
A boy who everyone called Ventus couldn't believe how little he once considered the world. Foolishly he'd once thought of silence as just an absence, a background when things were a little boring, nothing to be given any thought. How wrong he was. Silence was, as teacher who were people once said, golden. Silence was a sanctuary where no one could hurt you.
It made him so happy, curled up in a bed in a bunk he didn't want to think about, that Ventus didn't quite trust it. Sleepy, safe, quiet. Alone in his own head, not thinking about anything. It didn't seem real. A bit of safety like this felt so foreign after a few months that he couldn't wrap his head around it. Could't move, for fear of breaking it. Whatever. It didn't matter. Anything he said yesterday felt stupid the second he'd gone home, slunk away from that silence and back to...too...
For a second he flipped one of the earmufflers up just to test that he wasn't crazy. The roar of machinary, the shaking of this building, the sound of a hundred other children yelling or crying or just...breathing to close was enough. Ven curled up around his tiny corner bed, and absolved himself to stay here forever. He wouldn't even leave this place to eat, if it meant taking his quiet away.
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Date: 2022-07-24 07:51 am (UTC)"Yeah? Where else do you think people who make too much noise go?"
Nobody cares if things get stolen from you, or if someone grabs you in the street. But there's a reason there's Watchers. There's a reason people just go missing sometimes. Not every time. But often enough. It's the hospital for people they don't even try to pretend to 'fix'. Maybe it's just Vanitas has more connection to the underworld by default.
Also a reason that, apart from the initial yelling, he's been pitching his voice slightly lower than the ambient sound, just by years-long habit.
"How can you be a r-e-a-d-e-r and not know this?" Honestly the way Ventus says 'down here'... did he decide that jails were only a Surface thing, or something? He doesn't ask 'aren't I what?'. There's fear underneath, but he won't admit it either.
"You'll have to come and take them, Ventus." He sniffs. These are his boots! They might as well be made of solid gold. They're steel-capped things, meant for workers in the production lines, and they're just a little bit big on him. "From my cold dead body." That's how it works here after all. No way is he just giving him them, even in principle of prior agreement.
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Date: 2022-11-17 07:36 pm (UTC)Or worse. Being mean about this place and everyone he hates in it is the only thing that makes him feel better right now. Look, he'll even let go of the blanket and hope Vanitas falls over.
"This just doesn't feel like a place with a j-u-d-i-c-a-l system." There's a new word to chew on. If Vanitas knows what judical is, ok fine, Ventus really will believe him.
Its annoying, but Ventus does stand up in a huff, hugging one arm and listing against the wall half heartedly. He clearly doesn't want to even consider going with Vanitas, but at the same time no matter what he does, its clear Vanitas won't leave. So that leaves him...
"I won't wait that long. Someone is going to try and steal them first. I have to stand right next to you to make sure I get those boots." This is why he's actually maybe kind of following you. It's not that he thinks escape will work, or anything, tch. The steel toed boots are just way to inviting. He's like a real pit person now.
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Date: 2022-11-17 08:04 pm (UTC)See he knows big words too, Ventus. It's not entirely accurate, since it's largely down to how much the system cares enough to act or neglect, but it does happen. There's always more misfortune to fill the gap. The usage of 'you' annoys him a little, as it always does. You're here despite your dreamland, is his opinion.
Vanitas does stumble with the combination of the sudden slack and word mastication, but sadly doesn't fall over. Gotta have a good center of balance in crowds by habit. He's not going to admit the idea is turning up blank, with only the connection to jail to go off of, so:
"Like you really need one of those." Clearly jail seems to work without it. As much as any other part of the City at least.
He rolls up the blanket in his arms, then ties it around his waist under his clothes, glancing around at the surroundings before surreptitiously slipping the protomush cakes into the roll before dropping his shirt. Much safer than pockets and in it's own way a measure, doing it in front of Ventus.
He grins. That's more like it. More normal, and equally as importantly more galvanised. He lifts one of the boots, knowing that envy well.
"What, they don't have these on the Surface? They don't come from the earth?"
Now he's just being mean, in his own good mood. He's ready to start walking, so he's just getting a little needling in.
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Date: 2022-11-17 08:13 pm (UTC)"Does too. You can't just send people to jail because you want to. There's like..." Local teen tries to remember how court works. "A jury of your peers. Otherwise you live in...um I can't remember the history, but before everything fell apart there was one."
He is eying the food, but not with as much interest. Eating is one of the first things you stop caring about under stress, and while Ventus will neurotically defend his space and his right to silence, right now the idea of eating just feels like boring nonsense.
"Don't be a...dick." Grimace. "They show how to make shoes at your school."
He had shoes before. Better shoes. Best shoes. They're gone forever, so fuck you, give Ventus yours.
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Date: 2022-11-17 08:43 pm (UTC)"Yeah, I can't." Vanitas knows it's a general you but he's being pedantic about it. "It's all the Watchers' deal." It's so arbitrary and inscrutable it might as well be 'because they want to'. Local teen understands court even less.
Vanitas devastates me by not enquiring after the apocalypse and assuming Ventus is just talking about the entropy all around them in general. Thematically they're technically the same thing but still. He sees Ventus's disinterested look and has a kneejerk reaction of 'good'. Vanitas has the rare allowance of hoarding, and these have been immaculately counted down to the broken bits.
Someday Vanitas will experience the joy of sneakers. Someday. Ventus calling him a dick makes the grin wider. Were you going to call him something else? "Ughhh... don't remind me." He could recite those lessons verbatim with his eyes closed if he wanted to (he does not want to). Well, he could reflexively hit the right answers without paying attention. "I skipped school today for this, I don't want it from you."
Speaking of. "Let's get moving." While they've still got that window of lost or late as an excuse. He's heading out.
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Date: 2022-11-17 09:26 pm (UTC)It's all faceless cameras and disappearances. Even the doctor who looked at Ven just pushed a few buttons, and listened to the diagnosis being read out. Ven might be new, but he's keyed in enough to Vanitas' life to know that if anyone might know anything about the inner workings of the city, it might be him.
"If you skipped for me, then you should be thanking me for the excuse. I think this is the day they talk about street signs for eight hours."
He does move, but in the same aimless way. He's got nothing to grab so he just picks up the pillow from his bed and holds it as he starts towards the door. He doesn't want to look to Vanitas for direction, but if the other boy has a plan, then Ventus is sure he'll drag him some way or another once they get to the street.
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Date: 2022-11-17 09:45 pm (UTC)Vanitas is keyed into the City, but his ennui is a disadvantage. He has more of an ear to the ground than the average person through Xehanort and all his shady dealings, but his concern is narrowed to the personal. The shadowy politics and chess moves are something the old man has given up on his disappointment inheriting, and that's it's own kind of spite. Unbeknownst to Vanitas (or maybe knownst in the sense of picking up on it) he looks for his legacy elsewhere.
"Hey, what did I say." The fact that this is karma goes whoosh over his head completely. "Besides, you're skipping too now."
They are complicit together. Vanitas walks like he knows where he's going, which is true, and like he's taking Ventus to where he's supposed to be going, which is true only in a very broad sense. He puts his headphones on and leaves one open so he can hear if Ventus starts screaming or something, the one nearest the wall. "Straight shot to the stairwell." Even Ventus probably knows where that is, but Vanitas is going to grab at his hand or wrist to tug and run anyway. He does not want to have to double back and hunt him down.
Those are still noisy and busy, especially at this time of day, but still a little easier to talk in. It's going to be a long climb.